Waa. Grabe, tagal ko na rin 'di nagpopost dito. Ayun, sup with my life? Argh. I'm so confused talaga. Ewan ko, it was really clear to me na siya yung love ko. Pero wala lang. I'm getting so confused again. I got a lot of problems. I really don't know why. It seems na parang 'di ko talaga alam. Waaah. Ok, start. Serious. There's this someone. I really admire her. Sobrang talented kasi siya. We're friends, auright? But I think this feeling is getting stronger! But I really don't like to fall because I know I don't have any chances. So.. Argh. Whatever. Enough about that stuff na nga. Ayoko na siya pag usapan. Ayun, these past few days.. Maybe weekend, nakausap ko siya. Asteeg. Tagal na rin kasi namin hindi nag-uusap eh. Hehe.. Wala lang.. Sobrang naaawa na talaga ako sa kanya kasi ayaw niya talaga dun. As in. Nikkwento niya sakin na bihira na daw siya ngumiti.. Yung mga ganung bagay ba. Basta. Amp! Naguguluhan na ako. Basta ayun. Tapos grades ko! Shocks. Tataasan na ata ako ni Rachelle. Halos puro mababa quizzes ko. My gosh. Sana wala parin akong line of 7. Yoko talaga mag karoon. Haii.. Ano pa ba? I got a lot of questions that`s unanswered. That`s why I really can't figure out what`s been happening these days. Uhm.. I just don`t know. Waa. This is non sense. Oh *h**. 9 months na sa Saturday. Oh Ghawd. I really can`t imagine we lasted this long. Waa. And Valasuvas is already 1 year dude! I'm so glad. Though all those fighting, arguments and misunderstadings occured in our lives, we never thought of giving up and breaking our friendship. I'm so happy. I got family problems too. But I don't wanna think of it anymore. S**t!! I don`t wanna transfer to another school. It sucks men. Argh.. I promise. I won`t be able to study hard if you`ll gonna transfer me to a school I don`t like. Elizabeth Seton? The hell! I don`t like there! In school matter, I choose to stay in Sta. Rosa than to take schooling at Seton! If ever, Ok na sa akin Bloomfield. Ayoko lang talaga Seton. Divine Light pwede na rin. Haii.. Miss ko na si kuya. Haha. Crush ko dati yun men! Dati araw araw yun tumatawag dito ngayon hindi na. Ang corny talaga. Hahah.. Ewan.. Pati si mikee *ev*l*a. Sheesh. Tagal ko na rin yun 'di nakikita. Sayang, yung sister niya wala na sa school. Haii.. I`m so frustrated. Gusto ko talaga matuto ng drums or bass. Kaya lang ayaw talaga ng parents ko pag-aralin ako ng drums eh. Ang corny talaga ever. Maingay daw. Waaa! Pangarap kong makabuo ng isang banda na nagngangalang "The Hungry Papers". Hahah.. Weird ba? Pwede naring.. "The Happy Sandals". Whooo! Astig. Hahah. La lang.. Gotta end this up already. Sheesh. May fever pa ako. Ayoko pumasok.

          Ayun, so long since I last posted here. Haha. Did so much stuff so I had no time. Well, anyway, I'm back. I had enjoyed the past few days. Haaii.. What had happened to me na nga ba? I had my retreat last Sept. 19, 20, 21 in Caleruega, Batangas. I had received a lot of retreat letters from my friends. But of course, the most special one was from Karen. Wahah. Sorry guyz, I just missed her so her letter means a lot to me. Hehe. I received her letter maybe a few days before my retreat. Patty just gave it to me. I was so happy that days so I got excited to read it eventhough it wasn't my retreat yet. Haha. Before we proceed to the retreat house, we stopped over in Mcdo somewhere in Tagaytay. Men, it was so cold. Waha. I did really feel the fresh air that was going through my body. Tagaytay was really a lot more different from Manila. In Manila, hotness takes over the place. Haha. Then, I really liked the environment in Caleruega. You'll really see a lot of trees, flowers, high mountains, the so pretty sky. I had fun there. Me and the other Valasuvases we're already doing good. We fixed that problem before we leave the school. Back to thew topic, I really love the place. I had nothing to ask for. Except, if I was with "...", I'd be so glad but of course, retreat is for God not for "...". Ahaha. Oh well, my retreat was so succesful. I turned into a new and improved Quisha. Swear, I became a better person. I'm not lying. Haha. There, nothing to say much about my retreat. That was all i have to say.

          So a while ago was our Bio Day. A week ago, we prepared so much for that presentation. Actually for me, the classroom was so nice because of the so much design and background we prepared. But unfortunately, I think we're gonna lose the contest. Well, I don't even damn care. All that matters is we did our best. And for your info, SKIN IS AN ORGAN NOT A SYSTEM. Ok? A teacher told us that it is a system. Waha. Whatever.

The Rose Within

A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully and before it blossomed, he examined it.

He saw the bud that would soon blossom, but noticed thorns upon the stem and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns? Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and just before it was ready to bloom... it died.

So it is with many people. Within every soul there is a rose. The God-like qualities planted in us at birth, grow amid the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the defects.

We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We never realize our potential.

Some people do not see the rose within themselves; someone else must show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns of another, and find the rose within them.

This is one of the characteristic of love... to look at a person, know their true faults and accepting that person into your life... all the while recognizing the nobility in their soul. Help others to realize they can overcome their faults. If we show them the "rose" within themselves, they will conquer their thorns. Only then will they blossom many times over.

Reaction: This is a really nice story. I've learned something. :)

First of all, happy 09 kay Hersheys ko! :D Raisa!!

Nako.. Grabe.. Ayun, shortened ngayon. 2:00pm yung uwian pero nakauwi na ako eh mga 4 na kasi nag starbucks pa ako with Eesah and Edizza. Hehe. Wala lang.. Jamming lang kame. So ayun, bago ako umuwi eh may cathechism pa kame sa school kasi every Friday yun. Tapos may kinwento sakin c Edizza na sobrang nakakabadtrip. Kaasar kasi. Hello! Pagtaksilan ka ba naman ng mga kaibigan mo? Sorry for the term but its just how I feel. Kay? So ayun, nakakainis na kasi. Argh. Tama ba naman kasi na hindi sabihin sa amin na mag-lalakwacha sila? Daa. Hello? Bakit kaya? Ayun yung hindi ko maintindihan. Ano ba yan sila? Hind yun tama. Err. Okay lang sana na magmahalan yung dalawa pero sana lang hindi nakakasira sa barkada! Hindi tama yung ginawa nila! Ni isa sa kanila eh walang nagsabi. Ang sakit para samin yun no. Nakakainis sila. Nakakainis. Sabi na nga ba eh porket di na kame magkaklase ganyan na sila. Ang sakit pa, isa sa kanila bestfriend ko pa. What the? Argh. Fine sige. Wala ng pakealamanan.