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Friday, October 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 06:23:39 GMT

Waa. Grabe, tagal ko na rin 'di nagpopost dito. Ayun, sup with my life? Argh. I'm so confused talaga. Ewan ko, it was really clear to me na siya yung love ko. Pero wala lang. I'm getting so confused again. I got a lot of problems. I really don't know why. It seems na parang 'di ko talaga alam. Waaah. Ok, start. Serious. There's this someone. I really admire her. Sobrang talented kasi siya. We're friends, auright? But I think this feeling is getting stronger! But I really don't like to fall because I know I don't have any chances. So.. Argh. Whatever. Enough about that stuff na nga. Ayoko na siya pag usapan. Ayun, these past few days.. Maybe weekend, nakausap ko siya. Asteeg. Tagal na rin kasi namin hindi nag-uusap eh. Hehe.. Wala lang.. Sobrang naaawa na talaga ako sa kanya kasi ayaw niya talaga dun. As in. Nikkwento niya sakin na bihira na daw siya ngumiti.. Yung mga ganung bagay ba. Basta. Amp! Naguguluhan na ako. Basta ayun. Tapos grades ko! Shocks. Tataasan na ata ako ni Rachelle. Halos puro mababa quizzes ko. My gosh. Sana wala parin akong line of 7. Yoko talaga mag karoon. Haii.. Ano pa ba? I got a lot of questions that`s unanswered. That`s why I really can't figure out what`s been happening these days. Uhm.. I just don`t know. Waa. This is non sense. Oh *h**. 9 months na sa Saturday. Oh Ghawd. I really can`t imagine we lasted this long. Waa. And Valasuvas is already 1 year dude! I'm so glad. Though all those fighting, arguments and misunderstadings occured in our lives, we never thought of giving up and breaking our friendship. I'm so happy. I got family problems too. But I don't wanna think of it anymore. S**t!! I don`t wanna transfer to another school. It sucks men. Argh.. I promise. I won`t be able to study hard if you`ll gonna transfer me to a school I don`t like. Elizabeth Seton? The hell! I don`t like there! In school matter, I choose to stay in Sta. Rosa than to take schooling at Seton! If ever, Ok na sa akin Bloomfield. Ayoko lang talaga Seton. Divine Light pwede na rin. Haii.. Miss ko na si kuya. Haha. Crush ko dati yun men! Dati araw araw yun tumatawag dito ngayon hindi na. Ang corny talaga. Hahah.. Ewan.. Pati si mikee *ev*l*a. Sheesh. Tagal ko na rin yun 'di nakikita. Sayang, yung sister niya wala na sa school. Haii.. I`m so frustrated. Gusto ko talaga matuto ng drums or bass. Kaya lang ayaw talaga ng parents ko pag-aralin ako ng drums eh. Ang corny talaga ever. Maingay daw. Waaa! Pangarap kong makabuo ng isang banda na nagngangalang "The Hungry Papers". Hahah.. Weird ba? Pwede naring.. "The Happy Sandals". Whooo! Astig. Hahah. La lang.. Gotta end this up already. Sheesh. May fever pa ako. Ayoko pumasok.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 09:02:56 GMT

Ayun, so long since I last posted here. Haha. Did so much stuff so I had no time. Well, anyway, I'm back. I had enjoyed the past few days. Haaii.. What had happened to me na nga ba? I had my retreat last Sept. 19, 20, 21 in Caleruega, Batangas. I had received a lot of retreat letters from my friends. But of course, the most special one was from Karen. Wahah. Sorry guyz, I just missed her so her letter means a lot to me. Hehe. I received her letter maybe a few days before my retreat. Patty just gave it to me. I was so happy that days so I got excited to read it eventhough it wasn't my retreat yet. Haha. Before we proceed to the retreat house, we stopped over in Mcdo somewhere in Tagaytay. Men, it was so cold. Waha. I did really feel the fresh air that was going through my body. Tagaytay was really a lot more different from Manila. In Manila, hotness takes over the place. Haha. Then, I really liked the environment in Caleruega. You'll really see a lot of trees, flowers, high mountains, the so pretty sky. I had fun there. Me and the other Valasuvases we're already doing good. We fixed that problem before we leave the school. Back to thew topic, I really love the place. I had nothing to ask for. Except, if I was with "...", I'd be so glad but of course, retreat is for God not for "...". Ahaha. Oh well, my retreat was so succesful. I turned into a new and improved Quisha. Swear, I became a better person. I'm not lying. Haha. There, nothing to say much about my retreat. That was all i have to say.

So a while ago was our Bio Day. A week ago, we prepared so much for that presentation. Actually for me, the classroom was so nice because of the so much design and background we prepared. But unfortunately, I think we're gonna lose the contest. Well, I don't even damn care. All that matters is we did our best. And for your info, SKIN IS AN ORGAN NOT A SYSTEM. Ok? A teacher told us that it is a system. Waha. Whatever.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 04:48:38 GMT

The Rose Within

A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully and before it blossomed, he examined it.

He saw the bud that would soon blossom, but noticed thorns upon the stem and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns? Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and just before it was ready to bloom... it died.

So it is with many people. Within every soul there is a rose. The God-like qualities planted in us at birth, grow amid the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the defects.

We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We never realize our potential.

Some people do not see the rose within themselves; someone else must show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns of another, and find the rose within them.

This is one of the characteristic of love... to look at a person, know their true faults and accepting that person into your life... all the while recognizing the nobility in their soul. Help others to realize they can overcome their faults. If we show them the "rose" within themselves, they will conquer their thorns. Only then will they blossom many times over.

Reaction: This is a really nice story. I've learned something. :)

Friday, September 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 08:43:06 GMT

I just put a midi file of Someone's Watching Over Me by Hilary Duff. Just wait and listen! Hahah. Thanks to Eesah! Haha!

Friday, September 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 07:33:44 GMT

First of all, happy 09 kay Hersheys ko! :D Raisa!!

Nako.. Grabe.. Ayun, shortened ngayon. 2:00pm yung uwian pero nakauwi na ako eh mga 4 na kasi nag starbucks pa ako with Eesah and Edizza. Hehe. Wala lang.. Jamming lang kame. So ayun, bago ako umuwi eh may cathechism pa kame sa school kasi every Friday yun. Tapos may kinwento sakin c Edizza na sobrang nakakabadtrip. Kaasar kasi. Hello! Pagtaksilan ka ba naman ng mga kaibigan mo? Sorry for the term but its just how I feel. Kay? So ayun, nakakainis na kasi. Argh. Tama ba naman kasi na hindi sabihin sa amin na mag-lalakwacha sila? Daa. Hello? Bakit kaya? Ayun yung hindi ko maintindihan. Ano ba yan sila? Hind yun tama. Err. Okay lang sana na magmahalan yung dalawa pero sana lang hindi nakakasira sa barkada! Hindi tama yung ginawa nila! Ni isa sa kanila eh walang nagsabi. Ang sakit para samin yun no. Nakakainis sila. Nakakainis. Sabi na nga ba eh porket di na kame magkaklase ganyan na sila. Ang sakit pa, isa sa kanila bestfriend ko pa. What the? Argh. Fine sige. Wala ng pakealamanan.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 09:12:14 GMT

Hey.. Sup people? Hahah. I'm so happy. As in sobra. Ang baet baet talaga ng mahal ko oh! Haha. Nasa states na siya but then binigyan niya parin ako ng palanca! Wow! Super happy ko talaga kanina nung nareceive ko yung letter niya. It made me smile talaga. Grabe. Haha. But then, it wasn't enough! Kailangan ko siya dito kaya! Nakakabaliw na.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 08:35:31 GMT

Haii.. Grabe. Confused na confused na talaga ako. Ewan ko nalang.. Tapos umuulan pa dito. So lalo akong naging sad. Haii.. Ewan ko ba.. Which is which? Isa lang kasi dapat. Eh ba't ganun? Parang silang dalawa yung nagpapagulo sa isip ko. Haii.. Hirap talaga nitong buhay na to.. Lumayas layas pa kasi. Shems. Ayun tuloy yung tendency, Nafafall ako sa iba which I know na kailan man ay hindi ako sasaluhin. Argh. Ba't kasi? Bakit? Waah. Siguro kung andito pa siya eh hindi ganto ang mga mangyayari. Wala kasi siya kaya ayun. Ewan ko ba. Dumating tuloy siya. Ewan ko ba kung love ko na siya or what. Pero sana hindi. Ayokooo! Ayokooo! Andiyan pa yung 15 ko. Mahal niya pa ako. Pero baka di na magtatagal tong nararamdaman ko para sakanya. Argh.. Huhuh.. Ngayon talaga feel ko wala na akong pagasa dun sa isa kasi naiilang siya!! Halatang halata kaya.. Argh. What shall I do?! Advice naman diyan oh.. Please.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 01:50:01 GMT

Hahahah. Magtatagalog muna ako. ;p

Ayun, kasi pumunta kami kagabi sa Misa Encore Concert. Sa The Loft, Rockwell. Hahahah. Grabe, ang saya saya. Nakakatuwa. Una, umuwi muna ako dito sa bahay kasama c Edizza. Naligo kami then nagbihis. Hahah. Ang kulet kulet ni Edizza tapos nagpahatid kami dun kaila Eesah. Tas nag commute kame papuntang Rockwell. Hahah. Ang saya kasi nagkasya naman kami sa taxi. Hahaha! Wala lang.. Ang hirap kumuha ng taxi in fairness ha! Hahaha. Anyway, nagpadrop muna kami sa Powerplant kasi bumili sila Ampee ng load. Hahah. Wala lang, tas nagpunta muna kaming Starbucks. Bumili kami ng Frapp as usual. Pero iba ata yung binili ni Blanche. Haha! Tas ayun, pumunta na kami sa The Loft.. Bumili kami ng ticket. Tas dumating na c Paulina. Haha. Ang pretty niya.. Wala lang.. Tas yun, sinundo namin ni Far si Lea at Sheila sa Starbucks. Dun kami nagkatagpo tagpo. Nakita ko pa nga yung Tito ko eh! Haha! Whatever! Then yun, start na ng concert. Muli ulit ulit nagkitakita ang Comtech at Valasuvas. Matagal din yun ah! Haha. Anyway, ayun. Unang nagperform ung Chrome 8.. Eto.. Comments about the bands.

Chrome 8- New band so I don't know their songs so I got bored. Just sat and make chika to my friends. Haha. Basta boring. Pero medyo astig yung drummer nila. Ang cute eh. Di siya gwapo. Cute lang talaga. Baasta. Hahah.

Joketime- Whoo! Astig 'tong bandang 'to! Lahat sila girls! Kainggit nga eh! Wish I can form a band like this when I'm in college! They're so cool dude! Hahaha. Pero I di ko din alam songs nila so medyo nabore din ako. Haha.

6 Cycle Mind- Hahah! Grabe, ang gwapo ng vocalist nila pare! Wahaha! Ang cute cute tas basta. Haha. Kaya lang kasi di ako masyado fan ng band nila eh! Haha. Pero okay lang, nung nagperform na yung band nila chaka lang ako tumayo at kumakanta. Haha. Yung "Sige" at "Biglaan" lang yung alam ko eh. Haha.

Cueshe'- Grabe 'tong bandang 'to! Hahah. Ang kulet namin ni Rm nung nagperfrom 'tong bandang 'to eh! Haha. Ewan ko nalang, grabe, nakakahiya pero wala kaming pakialam. Haha. Kasi yung concert nakaupo kayo so medyo corny. Haha. Eh duh. Cueshe' yun! Nagwawala na kame ni Rm! Haha! Dun sa concert room kami lang ata yung naghehead banging at tumatalon. Haha. Sarap kabonding ni Rm eh! Haha. Tas grabe, ang gwapo ni Ruben! Sheesh.

Session Road- Ahaha. Astig din 'to! Haha. I love their vocalist. Hanep siya. Ang galing. Hahah. Astig niya magplay ng guitar then ang cute pa ng voice niya. Haha. May hawig nga kay Toni Gonzaga yung vocalist nila eh! Haha. Nakakatuwa talaga. Haha. Kaya lang di ko rin masyado alam yung mga songs nila eh. Kaya umupo nalang ako. Haha.

Hale- Yeah duuudde! Hale! Ang gwapo ni Papa Champ! Haha. Grabe, tas ang kulet pa ng mga mannerism niya. Hahah. Basta. Ang gwapo niya talaga. Ewan ko nalang. Hahah! Nakakabaliw siya! Kaya lang hindi ko na tinapos yung banda nila kasi ang tagal eh! Hahah. Pero okay lang kasi nakita ko naman siya at napicturan! Hahah. Yeah! Okay na yun! Haha.

Ayun.. Ang ayoko lang nung concert ang tagal nag start kaya ang tagal din natapos so late na kami nakauwi. Maybe mga 12.30 na kame nakauwi ng madaling araw so mga 1.00 na ko nakadating ng bahay. Haha! Pero masaya naman din kasi I'm with my friends and this is our first concert for the year. Haha. Except wala c Bes. Kalungkot nga eh. Well, dami pa dyan susunod na concert kaya okay lang. Haha. Actually dami ko pa kkwento kaya lang next entry nalang yun kasi iba na yung topic. Hehe. Okay? Kindly continue supporting my blog. Thanks!

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 09:44:57 GMT

Hey.. Hahah.. Gosh.. I dreamed of my 15 yesterday.. Shocks.. I miss her alreadyyy! Waaah! Wish she'd come back here. Damn

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:02:48 GMT

Hey.. Hahah. Thank God its Saturday and no stupid Kumon! Hahah. I just hate it. Oh well, my gosh. I'm so confused. I don't know what to do. Really. My feelings are making me weak. Damn.